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Into My Heart an Air That Kills
by A.E. Housman
Into my heart an air that kills
From yon far country blows:
What are those blue remembered hills,
What spires, what farms are those?
That is the land of lost content,
I see it shining plain,
The happy highways where I went
And cannot come again.
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This is a relatively well-known poem, particularly among the British, about the melancholy and despair brought about by changed circumstances (the lost innocence of youth most specifically.)
The poem is eight total lines, divided by two four-line stanzas (quatrains.) The meter of the poem is an alternating iambic tetrameter for the odd-numbered lines and iambic trimeter for the even. The even numbered lines of both stanzas also rhyme.
With respect to subject matter, the Speaker is thinking about his earlier life and the picture of said life was a rural and happy one. Instead of the Speaker feeling wistful or nostalgic, though, he seems to feel pain and despair. The first line sets the tone, with the memories being described as “an air that kills.” They are like poisonous gas. We learn in line 8 that he believes he can never again re-experience this youthful contentedness. We are left to speculate as to why, and fill in the details ourselves, though the loss of childhood freedom and contentedness is widely relatable.
Can a memory of the past be so happy that it ruins your ability to live in the present? It is one thing to be unable to overcome a terrible past. It is another to be unable to overcome something pleasant. It seems implicit that there is a hidden negative in this narrative and that the Speaker thinks he could get over it if the thing that came before had not be so high a place form which to fall.
The poem was written by Housman in 1886 and published in his 1896 collection titled “A Shropshire Lad.” It was popular with younger reader at the time and it remains popular among poetry enthusiasts today. The collection – this poem in particular – has been set to music on numerous occasions.
“It is one thing to be unable to overcome a terrible past. It is another to be unable to overcome something pleasant.” Intriguing observation, Dusty.